Entry: Just Want To Have Some Happiness Feb 3, 2009



I made him cry yesterday and it was his birthday..  I shared my problem with him.  It seems that my parents don't want him.  They said he has a heart problem.  We mentioned to them that it's called mitral valve prolapse.  The doctors said there should be no worries since it is not a major problem and does not need any treatment.  Why does it have to matter?  My parents said he'll become a burden to me in the future.  What if I was the one who has that heart problem?

My parents did not know that we're together for 3 years already.  He comes to our house and pretends to be my suitor.  Though, sometimes they have a guess that I am already committed to him.

There are a lot of things I've shared to him about how my parents think about him but they said that he is nice.  I feel bad because they don't support me where I'll become happy.  Thoughts flashed before me, I realized there are a lot of things I did not do because they did not allow me.  I thought to become a good daughter so I do what they say.  This time, it's a matter of the heart.  I was hurt to know that they want to introduce someone to me.  This person is a Fil-Am based in US.  I already know their purpose for it, and I don't want to entertain.  It's something to feed their ambitions, too.

My heart was hurt to see his tears fall.  I can't bear the pain I caused him.. I said sorry for the things my parents said about him.  They should not have said it.  He has good intentions for me and I am joyful to be with him.  I can't forget that I made him cry and it was his birthday..

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