SCARLETBEADS




scarletbeads


capricorn. loves art. watches movies. licensed mechanical engineer. UP diliman graduate. female. 25. internet surfer. deviantart addict. blogger. dating technical support representative. technical support engineer naman ngayon. painter wannabe. studying again at UP. college of FINE ARTS naman. Major in Painting. why not? trabaho sa gabi. aral sa araw. wala nang tulog. madaldal. makwento. makulit. plays guitar. plays badminton. plays bowling. loves swimming. loves pets. dogs, fishes, birds, turtles and hermit crabs.




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Just Want To Have Some Happiness
Feb 3, 2009

I made him cry yesterday and it was his birthday..  I shared my problem with him.  It seems that my parents don't want him.  They said he has a heart problem.  We mentioned to them that it's called mitral valve prolapse.  The doctors said there should be no worries since it is not a major problem and does not need any treatment.  Why does it have to matter?  My parents said he'll become a burden to me in the future.  What if I was the one who has that heart problem?

My parents did not know that we're together for 3 years already.  He comes to our house and pretends to be my suitor.  Though, sometimes they have a guess that I am already committed to him.

There are a lot of things I've shared to him about how my parents think about him but they said that he is nice.  I feel bad because they don't support me where I'll become happy.  Thoughts flashed before me, I realized there are a lot of things I did not do because they did not allow me.  I thought to become a good daughter so I do what they say.  This time, it's a matter of the heart.  I was hurt to know that they want to introduce someone to me.  This person is a Fil-Am based in US.  I already know their purpose for it, and I don't want to entertain.  It's something to feed their ambitions, too.

My heart was hurt to see his tears fall.  I can't bear the pain I caused him.. I said sorry for the things my parents said about him.  They should not have said it.  He has good intentions for me and I am joyful to be with him.  I can't forget that I made him cry and it was his birthday..



written by scarletbeads at 11:51 pm

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